MK-Ultra Victim Claims Tortured by Mengele

January 31, 2010

josef-mengele.jpg(Josef Mengele, left)

by "Sara in Minnesota"


Mengele was brought over to the U.S., according to Freedom of Information Act documents, as part of the CIA's Operation Paperclip after WWII, (in which Nazi scientists and Nazi war criminals were brought over to win the technology war against the former Soviet Union.)

The price of Nazi scientists cooperation was the freedom of thousands of Nazi war criminals like Mengele. They sold their services to both sides and incited, even fabricated parts of the Cold War to suit their own ends.

The Nazis co-opted 5000 year old bloodlines in generational occult families seeking to breed persons with abnormally high fertility and supernatural abilities. They also made use of persons in the occult committing the most horrible crimes against children for the stated purpose of creating persons with DID --more commonly known as Multiple Personality Disorder.

These practices are still ongoing. The stated purpose of these crimes both in the former USSR and here in the US was to create the perfect soldier, the perfect spy, and the perfect assassin, persons who with a key word or phrase could be made to do the bidding of their handlers unquestioningly and not remember it later nor be able to disclose classified information even if they wanted to.

They were also interested in remote viewing, divination, and the military applications of a multitude of extrasensory abilities including "red fire" or psychic killing. See Carol Rutz' book "A Nation Betrayed." Programmed messengers and programmed sex slaves were also created for the demented pleasures of the rich and famous.

This program was called MK-ULTRA and involved confiscating super bright children and naturally occurring high order multiples---especially identicals---from their natural parents and putting the children with persons who would allow abuse and experimentation. The program is still ongoing and now uses and manipulates the Child Protection system to facilitate these activities.

I was born as best I can ascertain in 1959, one of 5 identical girls. It appears I was not from one of the ancient bloodlines. We were a natural occurrence. Of my sisters, only one besides me has an unusual IQ.

My mother was placed under a false psychiatric diagnosis by Mayo Clinic so that we could be confiscated and placed in separate homes. I was placed with a vile very exceedingly violent child pornographer, JMP. I was born in the US but spent the better part of my first 3 or 4 years globe hopping with Mengele such that English was not my first language.

Mengele et al tortured me many times in many locations I have heard mentioned by other MKULTRA survivors including several hospitals here in the US and on military bases. The tortures included but were not limited to rapes, disjointing, killing animals and other children in front of me or being forced to watch as adults were tortured, electric shock, injections with LSD and anectidine and many other substances, cattle prod up the vagina or rectum, witnessed murders, occultic rituals, many bizarre sex acts. It was very calculated and continues to the present. As these people are government sanctioned in their actions, there is no safety I have found except in the Lord.

Mengele was alive and well and living in the US as an honored guest of the United States government as late as 1987.

I have testified against these abuses before Congress twice and am willing to do so again. They are now abusing my children and grandchildren and using ever newer and more arcane technologies. IT MUST BE STOPPED!!!!


Much of my memory of that is sketchy at best. I am still being abused face to face and programmed, as are my children. One of the things I remember is that absolute obedience was required. This was programmed in many ways, the most effective one being credible threats to kill loved ones and pets.

My MK-ULTRA dad threw my baby brother in the incinerator in front of me in broad daylight in Flint, Michigan, after holding my mother captive for months to conceal her pregnancy and forcing her to deliver at home.

Another home born child, a sister had her head bashed against the wall at birth by JMP in Hapeville Ga. Another very vivid incident I remember at about age 4 was when my dad threw my 16 year old aunt to the ground and stomped on her with his cowboy boots in front of me, my other aunt, and my grandparents. She almost died and had to have a kidney and her spleen removed to stop the internal bleeding. The family story of how this occurred is that she fell off a 3ft wall at the site and sustained all that injury.

That incident threw me into therapy. As a teen I stopped to admire a pair of cowboy boots in a store window and suddenly found myself on the ground screaming at the top of my lungs, abreacting, in a full blown flashback, but with only bits and pieces of memory of the incident.

My cult dad or MK--ULTRA dad, JMP, and Mengele et al used stress positions. We children were deprived of food and water for days at a time and/or given very little for weeks at a time, then we were confined in tiny cages or made to stand or to stand on one leg and so forth for days at a time, round the clock.

If you moved even to blink, you were beaten or my mom was tortured in front of me. We had to hold our breaths for long periods during these sessions and were beaten strangled or suffocated if we breathed without permission, always reminded that our captors held absolute power of life and death over us .We kids were unusually limber from tortures that sometimes involved disjointing. Often we were left in positions that amounted to contortions.

 I don't remember the assassin programming very well but I do remember a child being sacrificed at a very early age with my hand tiny held over the knife. This seems to be a standard scenario among survivors.You had to ask permission to go to the bathroom and were forced to eat it if you couldn't hold it for days at a time, or other people were punished if you had an accident.

Everything a normal child or adult would take for granted, we had to ask for permission. Meals were torture. Baths were either boiling hot or freezing cold and caused terrible pain to bruised abraded genitals. All toys had to be left in the closet for months at a time and were completely off limits unless we had guests.

Other times my mother bargained for me to have my toys, but she'd get beaten if they weren't put away when he got home. He'd say "Look what you made me do." We were forced to memorize our bloodlines in the cult and many many other things under credible threats of death or maiming.

The photographic memory was reinforced with flashcards. As soon as I could speak a little English, Mengele taught my dad to use hypnosis on me. Language lessons were reinforced with beatings and my alters are fluent in several languages I do not speak. Some of my alters do not speak English. This has made therapy almost impossible to pursue.

At about age 4, my training in how to assemble a rifle began. At about age 6, I remember being pretty accurate at targets with some weapons and practicing with a knife.

The assassin/Project Artichoke  programming is dependent on inculcating an uncontrollable rage in the victim/person they desire to make into a programmed assassin. Once you break the back of that rage, you're much more difficult to control. Sleep deprivation was used as were a lot of drugs.

Sexual abuse was continuous and sadistic. I was a "presidential model" and still am a Million Dollar Baby, one who is sold to the rich and famous especially politicians to meet their emotional and sexual needs, while being amnesiac to all events involving these persons.

 Because I was and am unwilling to be used in this capacity, I seem to have been an excellent pawn in several blackmailing schemes. Although my memories are much less clear than Cathy O'Brien's, I seem to have had the same perpetrators.

When I was used in child porn, they used to perm and bleach my dark hair to platinum blond and style it in ringlets like Shirley Temple. They also put hard contacts in my dark eyes to make them look blue. I'm told these were not available at the time outside of the intelligence community. I was taken to the White House right before JFK was assassinated and offered to JFK sexually. He declined. It is my belief that he knew he was already in danger and that he intended to stop the Nazi Illuminati behind MKULTRA. There's probably more I can say, but I'm too tired to write anymore.

Editor's Note: When I asked Sara for evidence she appeared before Congress, she replied, "My memory sucks out loud, I think it was in the original MK-ULTRA hearings in 1977, but I can't find any records online under either of the names I was using at the time. They did incredible things to me to keep me amnesiac." 

Although I realize Sara could be an impostor, I find her credible and am willing to give her the benefit of the doubt. Ignoring her seems worse than being duped.

Interview with Carol Rutz, Author of "A Nation Betrayed" 

Comments for "MK-Ultra Victim Claims Tortured by Mengele"

Anne said (February 6, 2010):

Here is my previous message re Svali. I do think she and other survivors are understandably fragile, and may still be being accessed by their handlers. Parts of their stories may be disinformation -- but generally I tend to believe they are accurately recounting their horrific childhood abuse by secret organizations in our government, the military etc.

Svali is describing reality as she knows it. Of course it’s shocking and sensational, therefore many people will dismiss it as some wild conspiracy theory. Here in Canada, we have real situations that confirm these stories, but our media have suppressed so much important information, and fed us so much distortion, that it takes a lot of detective work to unearth the missing pieces and fit the picture together. If we did, it would look something like this:

Nazi doctors came to Canada after the Second World War under secret post-war agreements between Canadian-US-British government and military allowing experiments on humans including children. Minority populations “disappeared” soon afterwards: Duplessis orphans in Quebec, aboriginal children from residential schools, mental patients, displaced persons from Europe.

Across Canada, in every province, mass graves resulting from these secret agreements. Few Canadians know anything about our country’s vast chem-bio weapons program that needed human guinea pigs.

Can you name our “Heroes of Medicine” who built careers and international reputations by experimenting on orphans? Wilder Penfield, Heinz Lehmann, D.O. Hebb, Abram Hoffer, Ewen Cameron, John Lilly – to name just a few.

Thanks to complicity by our media, we have “mind controlled” politicians and entertainers who carry out these agendas by distracting us from reality. Canadians don’t realize their own institutions follow orders from secret societies. School boards and social work agencies collaborated with criminal projects at Canadian mental hospitals, which were tied to pedophile networks involved in child trafficking. Churches, cults and spiritual organizations participated in an essentially Satanic scheme. We are all unwitting accessories to mass murder and mass deception. We honour families like the Bronfmans who built an empire in organized crime and laundered the profits by generously donating to collaborators in social services and medical research.

When you sift through Who’s Who in Canadian genocide, you come to a small nucleus of secretive clubs with links to the military (Freemasons show up everywhere). Canada is a colony tightly controlled by British and American intelligence. We have had CIA-style killings of politicians (3 Quebec premiers in 7 years) who got in the way of plans to use our territory as a testing ground for the New World Order.We have become a “model for the world” with our so-called multiculturalism, really a cover for global cheap labour.

When Charles and Camilla came to Canada recently, to trigger our memory of British royalty. It was heartening to see how few people showed up to greet them.

Robert said (February 2, 2010):

Thanks for the article on Nazis in the US, etc.
One of the retired Naval military officers that I have interviewed told me that he was tortured in the US (mid-1970s) by a brutal Nazi officer named Arthur Rudolph. At the time, Rudolph worked for the CIA and wanted technical information from my friend. He nearly killed my friend and caused a lot of neurological damage in the process. Just thought you should know.

Drew said (February 2, 2010):

While I don't doubt that there are many individuals out there who have been coerced into MK-ULTRA experiments and ritual satanic abuse, I find this woman's story of Mengele very hard to believe. Mengele died in Brazil in 1979. DNA evidence proved this beyond a shadow of a doubt. He was not brought to the U.S. under project Paperclip--after WWII, he made his way to Argentina, then on to Brazil through the infamous Genoa 'Ratlines'. Nazi hunter, Simon Wiesenthal does not dispute any of these facts.

Interesting, Mengele's diary, which he kept while in Brazil, starting in 1960 (about when Sara was born), is being auctioned off. Besides the diary, there are numerous eyewitnesses, including Mossad testimony, which placed Mengele in Brazil from 1960 until his death in 1979. The woman who wrote the article you posted may have been abused, but it certainly was not by Mengele, though his appearance makes her tale sound that much more menacing.

John said (February 1, 2010):

Why would you post an e-mail to your web site from someone who claims to be a victim of torture at the hands of Mengele, without any proof of her claims whatsoever?. Have you ever met this person named Sara?. What sort of proof for her claims does she bring to the table?. Does she have photographs or video tapes of her with Mengele?. How about ANY physical proof at all?. How do you know that this person is not just someone who is either delusional or playing a game with you by making such claims?.

If I sent you an e-mail tomorrow claiming such things, why would you be any less included to believe me?



Because this is just one of many similar reports. Read the link to Carol Rutz interview at bottom and this article:

Svali also made this claim.

Ken said (February 1, 2010):

I was born and grew up in South Africa but now live in the USA. I am in my late 50s and only found out about some of what was done to me about nine years ago.

My life was full of weird happenings and occurrences that were inexplicable to me for most of my life. Things that had no meaning or place in my or any normal persons life until as I mentioned about 9 years ago when I started to unravel.

At the time I had been "triggered" by reading a book by Cisco Wheeler about mind control. Up until that time I did not consciously know that I had been "worked on" and used through most of my earlier years of life.

Long story short here....After reading only the first chapter of the book which was a general description of Mind Control I jumped up and ran into my apartment and fell on the floor in the fetal position. I started to cry so badly and from such a deep place in my being that I was shocked.

I have never cried like that ever before. The crying was uncontrollable and my wife said later to me that it sounded like a baby being tortured. I was quivering. I had some flashbacks during this time.

Here is the truth about this crying went on for almost two weeks non stop. I was hardly able to fall asleep and when I did fall asleep I would wake up in the middle hours of the night from an outburst of the same desperate crying.

In other words I would be woken up by my own crying. During this same time as I went into the bathroom to shave or brush my teeth I started to notice that there was writing on my face which had never been there before. There were groups of three letter codes and also alpha numeric codes and plenty of stuff besides this.

Some all number codes were five numbers long some six numbers long and others which also included alpha numeric codes were up to seven numbers/letters long. There were all kinds of geometric drawings such as pyramids with the top cut off and the sketch was from the above the pyramid. There were circles and circles within circles and overlapping circles all of which had numbers and letters in them. Some of the circles were partitioned with mathematical equations in the partitions. Also the triangles had partitions and equations in them as well.

There were all kinds of mathematical equations on their own as well. Another type of sketch was a crocodile or dragon and some of the stuff I have finally discovered to be Babylonian cuneiform script. [which I had no idea even existed]. There were lots of symbols of all kinds. Many of the other things I have no idea what they were.

I stopped copying the stuff down after I had copied over 1250 codes and symbols. I firmly believe that these are mind control codes some of which are linked to access codes. Although I am a multiple I seem to coexist with my inner parts. I still do on occasion disassociate and my wife is the one who saves me when this happens. I do not go anywhere without her. There is much much more than what I have told you here but I shall leave it where it is for now.

I wrote this to help let your readers know to take this stuff seriously and that it is very very real.

Cutty said (February 1, 2010):

I wonder how many of these mind controlled subjects they have out there just waiting to be activated to commit murder. On new Years day a music video appeared for Jay Z's new song "On To The Next One" The entire music video is filled with occult symbolism. I believe there is a subliminal storyline possibly aimed at mind controlled sleeper assassins spread throughout American society. In the video we see a man with his face painted to look like a skull, a bloody hammer dripping blood, a bloody fingerprint, skulls of horned animals, bullets, a witch or sorceress, etc. It sounds crazy, and maybe it is, but you can't deny there is some really sinister stuff going on in this new music video -

Anthony said (January 31, 2010):

This article very much explains my own experience (that I outlined recently in response to the 'Occult Powers in Canadian Government' article). I think these techniques are so refined now that there are millions of victims of this occult 'science' in our midst, which will make the world ripe for the picking by Lucifer and his so-called 'illuminated', as they surround themselves with zombies to serve their every need...well so they think. The liar Lucifer is so good at dangling carrots, but is unable to deliver...his minions will get what they deserve in the end.

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